SIMPLICITY (MORE LOVE)



HELLO Y'ALL 

SO BEFORE I SHARE MORE OUTFITS, FOOD RECIPES, MAKEUP TUTORIALS, AND TRAVEL TIPS AND ETC AND IF YOU ARE A FELLOW READER ON HERE FIRST THANK YOU!---- I WANTED TO TAKE THE TIME TO DO MORE MOTIVATIONAL POSTS. WHICH I HAVE BUT WITH THE PARIS TRADGEDY IT OPENED MY EYES TO SHARE MORE. I DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING AND WHY THIS HAPPENED BUT I KNOW WE NEED MORE LOVE AND I WAS BORN FOR THAT.
SINCE MY LAST RELATIONSHIP A LOT HAS BEEN GOING ON. A LOT OF NEW GOOD CHANGES ABOUT MYSELF NOT THAT I'M A DIFFERENT PERSON; I WON'T EVER CHANGE BUT EVOLVE YES. SO AS I'VE BEEN GROWING UP I'VE BEEN AWARE OF A LOT OF THINGS WITH FIRST MYSELF AND THEN THINGS HAPPENING IN THE WORLD. I WOULD SAY THESE CHANGES THAT I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH HAS NOT BEEN EASY. I'VE BEEN SO HARD ON MYSELF (BEING A PERFECTIONIST, YES NOTHING IS PERFECT) BUT LIKE I HAD A DEADLINE TO GET CERTAIN THINGS IN PLACE AND IT'S FUNNY BECAUSE I KNOW THINGS TAKE TIME WELL THE GREAT THINGS AND I'M NOT ONE TO RUSH THING'S EITHER BUT I LIKE BEING ON TIME. IT'S WEIRD TO EXPLAIN. I'M NOT HARD ON MYSELF ANYMORE, I MOTIVATE MYSELF NOW POSITIVLY. SO WITH TRYING TO CONNECT THINGS AND FIGURING OUT WHAT WAS GOING ON; MY BODY KEPT FAILING I WAS SO STRESSED I EVEN BROKE OUT SO MUCH IT LOOKED BAD AT LEAST TO ME BECAUSE I NORMALLY DON'T BREAK OUT SO MUCH. I WAS STRESSING OVER STRESSING OUT CRAZY I KNOW!  

I WAS GOING THROUGH A CHANGE THAT I WAS TRYING TO FIND AN EXPLANATION FOR, TRYING TO CONNECT THEN I JUST PRAYED AND LET GO AND LET GOD WORK THROUGH ME. GOD IS MY THERAPY SOUNDS WEIRD TO MOST BECAUSE WE DON'T SEE GOD LIKE YOU SEE A REAL THERAPIST(PHYSICALLY) BUT I KNOW HE IS WITHIN ME AND ALWAYS WITH ME AND KNOWS ME BETTER THAN I KNOW MYSELF AND HE FILLS ME WITH PEACE THAT IS SO LOVING. I'M NOT BRINGING RELIGION BUT JUST SAYING HOW I FEEL AND I GOT THE CLARITY I NEEDED. 
 I ALWAYS SAY LIFE IS ABOUT CREATING YOURSELF AND MOST PEOPLE GO IN SEARCH OF FINDING THEMSELVES AND I BELIEVE THAT IT'S NOT ABOUT FINDING OURSELVES BUT IN A WAY GETTING LOST AND BUILDING FROM THAT EXPERIENCE. WE KNOW OURSELVES IT'S A MATTER OF JUST LISTENING TO THE VOICE WITHIN AND NOT ALL THINGS WE DO DEFINES US BECAUSE WE HAVE A CHOICE. THINGS JUST HAPPEN SOMETIMES. FIND YOUR FOUNDATION. MINE IS GOD/JESUS.
I SEE IT THIS WAY GOD CREATED AND BUILD US AND WE JUST DECORATE. SOMETIMES WE WANT A BIGGER SPACE SO YOU KNOCK ONE WALL DOWN AND CREATE A BIGGER SPACE. YOU DON'T SEE THE FOUNDATION BUT YOU KNOW IT'S THERE AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE. I LOVE CREATING WE ALL ARE BORN TO CREATE YES SOME PEOPLE ARE MORE CREATIVE THAN SOME BUT EVERYONE IS CREATIVE! SO IT WAS CLEAR THAT I NEEDED TO BE---- ME----- LIKE TRULY ME AND DO THE THINGS I WANT. THINGS THAT I'VE ALWAYS PUT OFF AND MAN IT FEELS GREAT, I'M MORE FREE AND HAPPY.  ONE BEING THAT I WANT TO HELP PEOPLE IN LOVING MORE AND LIVING LIFE ONE BECAUSE I'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH THAT I DON'T WANT SOMEONE ELSE TO GO THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH AND ANOTHER IS THAT THIS LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND I SIMPLY JUST WANT TO HELP. EXAMPLE: IF YOU WANT A DONUT IT'S NOT A MATTER OF FIGURING OUT WHY YOU WANT A DONUT EVEN IF IT'S THAT TIME OF THE MONTH BUT SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU JUST WANT A DONUT. IT'S LIKE FOR ME I SIMPLY WANT TO HELP.
WHICH BRINGS ME TOO, I'VE LEARNED THAT I AM A SIMPLE PERSON BUT NOT SIMPLE IN A WAY THAT IS BORING BECAUSE I'M NOT BORING----OOOKKKAYYYY. I LIKE BALANCE WITH A WOW FACTOR. THEN I REALIZED WHEN DID THINGS BECOME SO COMPLEX. I KNOW WE ARE ALL CURIOUS IT'S WHAT MAKES US EVOLVE AND TO LIVE AND MAKE THINGS MORE INTERESTING. TO FEEL A CONNECTION WITH OTHERS AND YOURSELF BUT THINGS HAVE GONE WAY TO FAR. I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH ME WHEN I JUST NEEDED TO LET GO AND PAY ATTENTION TO ENJOY THE MOMENT AND SAY OK I'M HERE RIGHT NOW,I HAVE THE POWER TO CREATE INSTEAD OF FINDING AND CREATING AND DOING TWO DIFFERENT THINGS AT THE SAME TIME.  KEEP IT SIMPLE,START WITH SIMPLE. 

THEN I LEARNED THAT NOT EVERYTHING HAS AN EXPLANATION. I'VE GONE THROUGH SO MUCH BUT BECAUSE I HAVE IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT'S WHY I'M FEELING THAT CERTAIN EMOTION. SOMETIMES A NEW DOOR IS OPENING AND IT'S OPENING UP TO NEW THINGS THAT YOU'VE NEVER ENCOUNTERED. I THOUGHT AT ONE POINT IT WAS MY PAST AND THAT I WANTED TO BE IN A CERTAIN PLACE AT MY AGE BUT IT WASN'T.  I'VE NEVER BEEN ONE TO PLAN SO MUCH OF MY FUTURE LIKE TEN YEAR PLAN BUT I DID LOOK AT MY FUTURE A LOT BEFORE AND I MISSED A LOT OF IN THE MOMENTS. YES I'M A BIG DREAMER BUT RIGHT NOW I'M EMPOWERING MYSELF TO JUST LOVE & LIVE.

SO I WAS TRYING TO CONNECT BUT IT WASN'T MY PAST IT WAS SIMPLY JUST LETTING THINGS BE. TO LIVE SIMPLY AND WITH THAT I CONNECTED WITH MYSELF AND THINGS BECAME SO FUN AND EASIER. 
SO WHEN DID THINGS BECOME SO COMPLICATED.
I FEEL AS TIME PASSES IT GETS MORE AND MORE COMPLICATED.
I FEEL LIKE IT'S FEAR AND OUR MINDS CREATE FEAR.
WE ARE COMPLEX AS IT IS WHY WE MAKE OTHER THINGS MORE COMPLEX. 
IF YOU WANT TO UNDERSTAND AND LEARN WHY SOMETHING WORKS, EXPLORE WHAT EVER IT IS BUT DON'T MISS IN THE MOMENT. 

THERE IS LOVE AND HATE.
GOOD AND BAD.
DAY AND NIGHT
AND SO ON IT'S THAT SIMPLE.
WHICH BRINGS ME TO AN EXCITING THING THAT CONNECTS WITH THIS AND THAT'S SIMPLY LETTING GO! I'M WORKING ON A VIDEO THAT IS ABOUT LETTING GO.
WITH THE TRAGEDY IN PARIS IT BROKE MY HEART I'VE NEVER BEEN THERE AND IT IS MY DREAM PLACE BUT I FELT HEARTBROKEN AND MADE ME THINK WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THIS WORLD. BEING COMPLEX CAN DRIVE A LOT OF THINGS OUT OF BALANCE BUT YOUR NOT ALWAYS GOING TO BE IN LINE WITH EVRYTHING BUT KNOWING WHERE YOU STAND AND LETTING THINGS SIMPLY JUST BE. THIS TRAGEDY BROKE MY HEART AND IT ALSO EMPOWERED ME BECAUSE EVEN IF A LOT OF BAD THINGS HAPPENED WE NEED TO SIMPLY LOOK AT THE GOOD AND BUILD FROM THAT. IT EMPOWERED ME TO SHOW MORE LOVE BECAUSE GOD CREATED ME TO LOVE. THAT SIMPLE.
I KNOW THAT BAD THINGS HAPPEN BUT LET'S LET THE GOOD SIMPLY EMPOWER US TO CONNECT WITH EACH OTHER MORE TO LOVE MORE.
HATE HAS CAUSED A LOT OF PROBLEMS IN THIS WORLD, BUT IT HAS NOT SOLVED ONE YET.- MAYA ANGELOU
I AGREE AND LET'S SIMPLY NOT BRING MORE HATE TO THIS WORLD BUT MORE LOVE AND BY THAT WE NEED TO LEARN TO LET GO AND LET LOVE IN AND ACCPETING THAT THINGS JUST HAPPEN SOMETIMES WITHOUT AN EXPLAINATION!
FROM MY HEART TO YOURS
WISHING YOU LOTS OF LOVE & SWEETNESS
XOXO
-AMANDA BERNADETTE  

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